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9/14/2007
noone but me from URL @ 12:33 AM  I wish the Sea would engulf me; or maybe that i could drown in the Sea. She doesn't know what she's trying to do. Today she threw away 21 marks, just likethat. The worst part being that they were all careless mistakes. 21 marks. Twenty freaking one marks. & 21 marks known only from the paper. When the eqn given is 2i, she equates it to i (6m) She practices like 5000 RV questions then draws the vector diagram wrongly. (5m) Everyone said circular measure was okay, she couldn't do it. (8m) She practices like 10000 integration questions, then forgets to put the C. (1m) Not forgetting the other questions she anyhow whacked, plus all the mistakes that she doesnt know she made. She didn't even compare answers, talk abt all the other marks that would fly away. Now, she's reduced to hoping for a flying marks, pass. To think she did every single paper her teacher gave her, plus took time out to even do the corrections. Thats like -10 freaking papers, plus all the practice she did on her own. You would know if you've talked to her in the wee hours of the morning, she'd have said "maths makes me mad". Tralalalala lalalala. But now, she really doesn't know whats wrong with her. Today she felt incredibly ignorant; and stupid. Ms Chin looked at her face, gave her a pat on the back & said "nvm, do better for yr other papers", & she hadn't even said a word to ms chin. Twenty freaking One marks. Its her, who will pull down her class's msg and disappoint the Awesome amaths teacher. This stupid girl who lost 21 freakinn marks. Its not even about making it to a JC now. Its more of the fact that she needs to know she can do it. That she can & should be getting that 1,that so many get effortlessly. But let her mope awhile more aye. Cos she's not done, so bear with her, friends. She will move on. Cos she knows she wont settle for anything less than her Best; and that was not the best. She sets her mind on sth, she will get it done. I know this of her. I know, better than anyone else. She will get it done. I will make sure of that. I have a point in writing 3rd person. My Mom's making plans to bring brudder & I to Krabbi to learn Scuba Diving. First week of Dec. Thats a plane ride! & The Vast Almighty Ocean! :D Everything that is love, including the family, minus the Dad and the Dog. No one is Stupid, But feeling Stupid is not, nice.
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